"He psychologically played with me so that I ended up doing what he wanted. I tried to justify what happened so as not to feel guilty. He took advantage of me, I was very drunk, but I told him I did not want to have sex, I remember that well. No I knew how to stop that, my conscience told me to leave but I could not, I was in very bad shape. I ended up sucking it and I no longer remember if it was he who proposed it to at least end this way or it was I who did it to leave me in peace and not having to do anything else. I erased everything that had happened that night until today. "