"I saw him happy many times, I had a tendency to depression, but I was not depressed all the time," he recalls to Efe who was Nirvana's manager, Danny Goldberg, twenty-five years after the leader of the band, Kurt Cobain, put an end to his life in his home in Seattle.
Goldberg, who has just published the book "Serving the Servant: Remembering Kurt Cobain", and who was from 1991 to 1994 manager of the most famous "grunge" group of the nineties, believes that the singer, composer and guitarist reached Happiness in some moments, despite its tragic outcome.
"He was proud of the music that he and his band created, he loved his daughter and was kind to his friends and it was especially with me, "recalls this veteran of the music industry, who happened to take over Nirvana shortly before the publication of the album" Nevermind ", the album that catapulted them to fame.
This Friday marks the quarter of a century since Cobain's death, who after suffering depression and being addicted to substances such as heroin, was shot dead at his home in Seattle (Washington, USA) when he was only 27 years old.
On April 8, 1994 his body was found in the house.
And twenty-five years later, his musical heritage still lingers beyond the group's greatest hits such as "About a Girl," "Smells Like a Teen Spirit," or "The Man Who Sold the World."
"One of his legacies is that he reinvented rock and roll fusing elements of punk-rock, heavy metal and pop in a way that opened the door for punk culture and music to reach a mass audience," reflects Goldberg, whom the media consider as "the second father" of Cobain.
But also as the idol of a whole generation that grew up listening to the music of Nirvana, Goldberg believes that Cobain "redefined the idea of masculinity in the context of rock and roll, subverting the stereotype of the male leader (of the band) and offered an alternative that was that of an artist who combined the power of rock and charisma with his compassion and sensitivity ".
The now president of Gold Village Entertainment, which represents artists, emphasizes that what made Nirvana's musician special about others was his "unique" talent.
"He was at the same time the vocalist and the main guitarist of Nirvana, he wrote the music and the lyrics, he made the script of the music videos, he designed the covers of the records and he made each one of the decisions of the band", Goldberg enumerates.
The manager of the legendary group also points out that Cobain offered a lot of support to other "indies" artists that inspired him and adopted a position against misogyny and homophobia "when that was much less popular than nowadays".
The words depression and drugs may appear linked to this musician every time his name is pronounced, but beyond the lights and shadows of his life, Goldberg assures that Cobain did not let his problems splash on others.
"Although he was prone to depression and struggled with his drug addiction, his obscurity centered only on himself," he says, "with the others, including myself, he was affectionate and considerate."
Born in 1967 in Aberdeen (Washington, USA), Cobain was marked by the divorce of his parents when he was nine years old and during his adolescence he lived in the homes of relatives, friends and even went to sleep under a bridge, in a time when he began to use narcotics.
With an early musical inclination, in the mid-eighties he began to play with the rock band Melvins, until in 1987 he created Nirvana with bassist Krist Novoselic. What came after is already part of the history of music.
And if he will continue alive, how does Goldberg think that Kurt Kobain's career would have developed ?: "There is no way to know but I am sure he would continue being an artist and still evolving. He hated repeating himself," he says.